一切归零

今天下午在跑步时却下起雨了，就只好停下脚步，休息了下吃了晚餐就步行回家了。一路上一个人走着走着突然有感而发，感觉一个人无论走多远到最后终须回家。一个经营多久的感情到最后也可以什么都不是。一切到最后终会归零，人死后一切都归土，那又为何如此执着，要争取什么的。记得爸爸曾经说，珍惜眼前，哪怕是曾经拥有。今天感觉明白了什么的，坚持与放弃也没什么大不了，重点过程中有享受过，经历了成长了，也不需执着什么，敢爱敢恨，坚持自己觉得对的，放弃如果觉得该放手了，做回自己！

5th anniversary of working!

Today marked my 5th year of working after graduate. Flash back those days when I just started to work, everything looks so fresh to me, everyday filled with excitement to learn new things, meeting new people!

Today, after 5 years of working, the passionate of work seem no more, started to struggle about my own future. These questions keep popping up in my mind, what did I achieved in these 5 years? What am I gonna be in the next 5 years? The fast turning organization in a company make me feel insecure to stay in a same position. Working hard is no longer a way to secure a job!

Looking around, everyone is looking for alternative path to get rid of the worries of company direction sudden change. Hardworking is no longer a trending now, people are talking about investment in stock market, property, online business and self development! 

After 5 years of blindly work for the company, felt that I had neglected working for myself! Sadly to said that I had neglected the chance to find out my own interest, to build up and develop myself! 

Btw, never too late to start finding myself! It's time to find my own interest which I will never give up and never lost the passionate to fight for it! 

Grow old together, possible?

Things happened to friends around me make me feel insecure, start to realize and to accept that things can actually changed very fast which are out of our control, nothing is granted. 

Not sure it's a good or bad things, seem like I'm just awake from the world of fairy tale, comes to the reality. I used to be trust everyone, things I thought is reasonable to me should be the same to others. But in fact, everything could be happened in a light, complicated and not as simple as I thought. Sounds like a bit disappointed to the reality, but tat's the reality. Now I got to always remind myself to think of the worst case scenario, so that I can be more happy. 

But somehow, when I said I don't care, I can feel my heart does care. Conflict happened inside me, how to get rid of it? I had lost the trust and confident. Question marks are popping out from my mind????Are you still love me as much as before? Will you abundant me one day? Will I able to accept when the day had come? 

I think I'm getting crazy before I got the answer. 

Myself

Make myself fit instead of hoping others to change to fit in me. 

Everyday is a precious day to me, appreciate everything around me, make everyday worth. 

Do not take things for granted, nobody is born to serve me. 

Keep myself improving instead of hoping someone to stop for me.

Time to transform my anger, sadness and complaints to positive energy, time to move on and fighting! 

A little fun at Singapore

Singapore, that most of the people say, a boring country, you would find nothing to do during the weekend other than shopping. 

In fact, shopping is just part of it, you may find a lot of fun in Singapore with spending a little money or even without spending a single dollar! 

How I usually spend my weekend is doing some sport. Walking distance from the house, there are community center that open for public, I can play badminton and jogging with the most convenient ever. Sometimes weekend when I would like to find something special, can go further for hiking at Macritchie reservoir, Labrador park or cycling at east coast. Those places are well maintained with nice scenery. 

This is Henderson Waves near to Labrador Park.

Beach side at East Coast Park

Rent a bicycle with $10 for 3 hours here

Other than sport, national library are everywhere in Singapore and usually near to the shopping mall or even inside the shopping mall. I usually like to do few hours of reading in the library and spend the rest of the day go shopping or movie, really too convenient...hehe

The best spot to view Singapore, on top of Marina Bay Sands. How we get up here? Together with the crazy friend, sneak in together with the guests. It's really worth it to do such a crazy stuff for the great view! 

Some places that need entrance fees, I went to night safari and trick eyes musuem. Those places are worth to go for once in a life time :p. Entrance fees to night safari is $40 while trick eyes musuem is $16.

Swans swimming at Night Safari~

Everyone looks younger when back to zoo 

With the trick of eyes, am I looks amazing?

Working at Singapore ain't that bad as I thought. Started to like this place but I think the main reason of changing my mind would be getting to know a gang of great friends here. Hope for more exposure and knowing more great people here. 

1st 3D puzzle: Igloo In Northern Canada

Wish to travel around the world with my loved one. No matter where are we go, as long as to be with you ❤️

Attitude is powerful

People come and go, now I strongly believe that the only left in our memory is the goodness of your attitude and personality.

The person with red shirt named Gong Jia, a Shanghai man who came to Singapore for a month business trip. A short trip, and now it's time to say good bye to him. 

His good personality is truly attracted me, I'm so respect to his good attitude in learning, his selfless sharing, 100% passionate in work and always keep positive. 

Just a month, a stranger can left such a good impression to me and it give me a lot of thoughts. His positive attitude always make him keep trying and learning, he won't even stop after the solution is found but still working hard until all his doubts are clear! 

Feel so glad to work with such a good personality friend! All the best to him~