Mixed feeling of convocation

It's my convocation!
Been studied for 19 years and just waiting for the coming of this Sunday...
Convocation mean so much to all the graduates and so do me! However, convocation ceremony always held few months gap after finished studies, the feeling of completed a long journey had been faded and most of us had been step into career life or either further studies, convocation most likely like a gathering for friends rather than a recognition after finished studies.

"Meaning to say that, in fact, convocation is not a big deal to me. It's just a ceremony that I can have 3days of convocation leave to meet up all my dearest frens and have a short vacation for myself."  

The above statement was my thought on convocation about two weeks ago. When the day of convocation getting closer to me, I found it so excited and looking forward for the day to come! I enjoy the process of survey the best price for photo taking session, buying a new formal pants, seeing my parents choosing shirts for my convo, taking the robe and been trying the robe again and again! May be i'm too excited,too enjoy and too happy untill i expect my family to have the same feeling as well. Seeing my friends are trying to get extra invitation card for their family and my family were pushing around the card, my eldest brother change his mind not to attend my convo but to attend a fren's wedding just because of her, all these really hurt me.
So, in the end, convocation is still nothing to me!

我怎么了...

无论如何, 总要面对,

逃避没用,

事情不会过去, 问题不会解决.

谈何容易,

每个人都懂的道理, 

但又有多少人能做到呢?

Today where...

No one can cry with me, shout with me...

No one can understand me, stand with me...

Dissappointed

该停，该走，还是放弃呢？

爬山时，终会朝着顶端勇往直爬。

当你爬着爬着，眼看就快爬到顶端时，
有人告诉你，够了，别再爬了，停下来吧。。。

"人不伤心，不流泪，人不绝望，不放弃"

How to Listen?

Listen with your ears,

Listen with your eyes,

Listen with your heart.

Proud of YOU

Bro, I'm really so proud of YOU!

I was so happy and touch when I 1st hear to your result. It's really not easy to get so and I know I'll never able to achieve this! Very fast, the feeling of guilty on myself comes after the happiness....

It's all not happened by luck, it's Your Passionate, Your Hard-work and Your Persistent in work. I can see the effort that you put on each day. No matter what is the final decision, you had done your best! Bro, you are always the best for me! 

Bro, to be eligible to be your sister...

I can't always stay at the same place, doing the routine work and never upgrade myself!

I will take you as an example :)

I'm proud of you, Bro....

Couple or Trouble?

In the beginning,

Couple brings u happiness.

No need think much, it just Love.

Somehow,

It turns to Trouble when stay together for longer.

Everythings u need to think for two.

If he is good, mature and capable enough...

then u could really enjoy Love.

Else, think twice before you start.

*stress*

我病了...

I'm physically sick, as well as mentally stressed up.

I think for now some reading and calming down will definitely help!

你脸上有油，可以很亮的!

Everyone have their own inspirations life quotes!

It’s cheer you up whenever you felt lost, giving up, and disappointed!

I found mine as well:

A funny one:
“你脸上有油，可以很亮的!"

And just for me!
It will be my quote for my whole life until there is no more oil on my face!
But somehow, it seems impossible!

It’s a gift from the god!
I’ll be shining all the time
Happy, enjoy and appreciate things happened to me!
My life will filled with joy
Whenever I feel sad, touch my oily forehead..
I’ll remember to smile!

I'm not in the mood.

Nothing happened that really trigger me

I'm just not in the mood.

Please don't talk to me at this while!

Just leave me alone for today!

I wanna get home.

Don't disturb me!

But if you are patient enough,

Please pamper me just for tonight.