April, a most difficult month that I had gone through. It's a turning point in my life. It's a month that I learnt to make important decision, choosing in between turning left or right, understand that there are things that out of my control and learn to give up even I had been persist for so long. I'd been suffering for the whole month, thought of after this month, things would changed, I'm awaiting for good things coming to me in May.
But just the begin of the month, I got another bad news that I never thought of. I felt my level of facing bad thing is upgrading, totally understand what is nothing to loss! I'm really got nothing to loss as those bad things are given to me now, nothing good that you still can take from me. At this point of time, I learn to think positively, even a small thing can make me happy. I choose to enjoy the ride.
