一切归零

今天下午在跑步时却下起雨了，就只好停下脚步，休息了下吃了晚餐就步行回家了。一路上一个人走着走着突然有感而发，感觉一个人无论走多远到最后终须回家。一个经营多久的感情到最后也可以什么都不是。一切到最后终会归零，人死后一切都归土，那又为何如此执着，要争取什么的。记得爸爸曾经说，珍惜眼前，哪怕是曾经拥有。今天感觉明白了什么的，坚持与放弃也没什么大不了，重点过程中有享受过，经历了成长了，也不需执着什么，敢爱敢恨，坚持自己觉得对的，放弃如果觉得该放手了，做回自己！

5th anniversary of working!

Today marked my 5th year of working after graduate. Flash back those days when I just started to work, everything looks so fresh to me, everyday filled with excitement to learn new things, meeting new people!

Today, after 5 years of working, the passionate of work seem no more, started to struggle about my own future. These questions keep popping up in my mind, what did I achieved in these 5 years? What am I gonna be in the next 5 years? The fast turning organization in a company make me feel insecure to stay in a same position. Working hard is no longer a way to secure a job!

Looking around, everyone is looking for alternative path to get rid of the worries of company direction sudden change. Hardworking is no longer a trending now, people are talking about investment in stock market, property, online business and self development! 

After 5 years of blindly work for the company, felt that I had neglected working for myself! Sadly to said that I had neglected the chance to find out my own interest, to build up and develop myself! 

Btw, never too late to start finding myself! It's time to find my own interest which I will never give up and never lost the passionate to fight for it!